Tut, tut, child! Everything's got a moral, if only you can find it....

This is where the magic begins

Hello friends!

Thought I should take a few snaps of ma visionary board. :) I use this thing as a spring
board for a lot of my new looks, hair-styles, shopping spree's est. Basicaly how it
works is I prestik on some inspirational pics, and short term goals.It's sort of like a
visual "wish"-list you may call it.
How it works is like e.g I'd paste a pic of some blue torn jeans that I'd seen
online once , hoping tht someday when I get the cash
(bout R650 lieing aorund basicaly) I could go out of my way and purchase them.
Or, I'd paste the pic, and show it to my pops/mom , n tell 'em to look out for these.
And once I finally do end up getting them (someway or another) , I concider the wish
fullfiled.^^ And so i take it off my visonary board, and replace tht pic,
thereof, with another pic. Of something else I "wish" for :)
The "wishes" can go from small scale stuff like a pair of jeans, or a color of nail polish,
to things at a bigger scale like a dream job or car / appartment est . This is what
personally keeps me motivated and directed.
Plus it looks great against my wall ^^

Someone you really love^_^

Oh so sorry for the lack of posts. Been tryna sort out my life. =] Here's the news,

no more Zimbabwe, instead ima b heading to St. Marys!!! (yikes!) I donno what

to think of it, guess I'm open for just about anything at this stage, so

long as it's a new experience.

Hope boarding school doesn't swallow me alive.

And at that I mean, hope ima have time to browse around and post

lil' blog pics here and there.

ciao.

Hoodoo

P.S. I know ma fringe s'posed to end right above ma eyes, jus tht i didn cut it as tht, i cut it as a side ways fringe. So tht once i get sick of it being sideways i can jus snip a few cm and Voila! a whole new hair style! hehe ^^

♥

Girl of the day

Found a beautiful chick online, her name's Emma Harrison! She's a complete stunna! WOOWEEEE!!
To add her facebook click here

Enjoy!

shelly-belly..

Her Hat: Minimarket
Her Top: From some boutique in Italy
Her Shorts/romper: American Apparel
Her Shoes: Belle Shoes

ah yes. :) Another post about this sexy stunna here.
To visit her blog check out: Jag och kandishunden
Enjoy!

Make-up Tutorial

Hello Friends!

Recently bumped into a very interesting make-up tutorial . =] I really really love the chick in this video, her name is Shelly. And for those who follow my blog, I'm sure you have seen my previous posts on her. I really love this chick! And her make-up!

Watch below if you can:

Make up used (in chronological order):
- Eye primer from Cailyn
- Liquid foundation from Make Up Store (colour: milk)
- Dual Foundation powder from Make Up Store (colour: helsinki)
- Blush from Max Factor (colour: 225 mulberry)
- Eyebrow colour from H&M
- Eyeshadow from Nouba (colour: 226 mimesis)
- Liquid Eyeliner from Almay (colour: black)
- Great Lash Mascara from Maybelline (colour: blackest black)
- Fake eyelashes from MAC
- Lypsyl Lipbalm & Cherry Chapstick

love love. love=love

"Do you want me to tell you something really subversive?
Love is everything it’s cracked up to be. That’s why people are so cynical about it.
It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for.
And the trouble is… if you don’t risk everything, you risk even more."

— Erica Jong

bla bla bla....

Hello friends! Another heartfelt post about my mind will and emotions...
Currently I'm sort of dumb founded by how much drama's been going around at home.
You know sometimes I just can't even believe I'm a living breathing creature.
It's as if I've set aside my worries & emotions somewhere and I'm completley
content in everything. I still haven't figured out what it is though. I know that it's
deffinatly God. I know that I'm content in his word, and his promises for me.

So sometimes, even when disaster strikes, all I do is sort of blink a bit, dumbfounded.
Then i sort of reject the event. I reject the disaster as if it had never taken place.
And i sit back and do: nothing. I watch TV and bombard myself with cheap media,
i sit infront of the computer and sort of stare at my facebook home page,
I throw myself into my studies, then finally rent out a few DVD's and stay cooped up in my
room watching Sinefield re-runs till 4 o'clock in the morning, then pitch up puffy eyed and
kak tired at school (8:00 am) for my daily exam.

And that's how my life's been going for the past, i dnw... 3 to 4 months?
It's like i stopped living. Instead I just existed. And i buried myself into some kind of void
that sucked every bit of genuine emotion in me and left me neutral and bland.

So wait, wait. I'm guessing ... I'm guessing it wasn't God that I was content in.

I'm guessing, it was emotional withdrawl. I can't pin point exactly when it began,
or why, but I'm guessing some emotional traumatic event became too much for me to handle,
so instead of dealing with it, i immediatly let go of it, and burried it under the carpet. And that
worked for me you know. It made things seem a whole lot beter than they actually were.
It made me FEEL a whole lot more powerful, than lets say, how I would feel when
bombarded with emotions.

So I think I figured to myself: hey, this sorta thing. This thing works.

And I impregnated my mind with thoughts rejecting any means of feeling.
And my mind, therof , correspondingly, gave birth to: this Void

"....I am already given to the power that rules my fate

And I cling to nothing, so I have nothing to defend

I have no thoughts, so I will see

I fear nothing, so I will remember myself

Detached and at ease,

I will dart past the Eagle to be free"

Epiphany